6 Tangy, NYC Rants to Terminate Turkey-Day Torpor
If your pumpkin pie did not have enough nutmeg, savor the written analogue of that tasty hallucinogen in these lemmony, zesty diatribes
By
David Gottfried
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Sorry, I lied. The following are not essentially rants. I like to think of them as poems. (That’s the romantic in me.) However, I wouldn’t dare call them poems since poetry is highly unpopular.
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Of course, some people, once in a while, profess to like poetry, but that’s usually just part and parcel of putting on a façade of refinement, a love of art and all of that insufferable la di da shit. Hell, nowadays when people go to Italy, they zip through the finest museums in 45 minutes because they can’t wait to stuff themselves with a plate of lasagna which would be no better than the lasagna they can get in their grandmother’s kitchen in Bensonhurst, Brooklyn.
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These poems were written ages ago. I rarely write poetry anymore. It seems all too adolescent, almost like the literary equivalent of jerking off. You can write a poem in a few minutes, a spasm of feeling and passion that hasn’t had time to germinate and mature in the mind, like a long love affair or a gourmet meal of many textured, splendored favors. But, hell, it is Thanksgiving, and I am too tired to write an essay from scratch.
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THE GEOGRAPHICAL PROPERTIES OF MANHATTAN ISLAND
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Womanhattan
Sleek and Vertical
Physically fit
Chrome and Steal to smash you to bits
A graphic that gives you the finger
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Its womb is a rectangle called Central Park
That breeds infections in the dark
The crimes committed for a lark
Darling, sweetie, don't we look smart
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It narrows at the Southernmost tip
A Chinese empress's foot rather limp
But at the point of uttermost crimp
The jewels primp on proud promenade
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A polyglotted polygon
The earth decurved like a pentagon
We soldier for dollars until we are gone
For Bergdorf’s, Bloomies, emeralds of Oz
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The Lady of Liberty stands like a man
Exuding a matador's deathly elan
Her torch has the air of a battering ram
Of luminous lava of maddening span
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Its crown is a series of spikes in the sky
That knive through the night with a radiant shine
With electric pulsations to mock the divine
So Gaudy and gauche, and very porcine
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LIVING ON 34TH STREET
(I can’t wait to throw up)
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SEE:
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The big fat women
With the big fat asses
In the red pants suits
swarming vulgar garish shopping hordes
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SEE:
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Fast food screaming at your stomach
Fried Ulcerating bacteria laden
Cheap Chinese food laced with rat droppings
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EAT:
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Pizza made from petroleum-derived highly profitable pseudo cheese
Multicolored swirling twirling looney-tune doughnuts
Coca Cola from cans with rims encrusted with dirt, or dried dog shit
Sweet and Sour, mostly flour and fat, chicken, pork or maybe dog and cat
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HEAR:
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The shrieking voice of capital triumphant
A multicultural maelstrom of squawking selling voices
The Koreans, their staccato screams gunning your ears
For a Dollar, Dollar twenty-nine, Dollar thirty-nine
For a rock-like tasteless tumor of a roll
Hear Mick Jagger and his Jewish women yelp
"Shmata, Shmata, Shmata,
I can't give it away on Seventh Avenue"
While Lou Reed and his colored girls kick ball busting boots
To the beat of Bitch Amazons screeching from street boom box speakers
While turbaned men cower, clutching umbrellas, for five and ten dollars
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SMELL:
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The bus farting in your face
Its cheap petrol odor blending nicely with
the oil drenched ubiquitous egg rolls hawked on every grimed and guttered street
Graced with the sulfurous scent of dead rats
Of creeping crawling microbial Bombay-like
Infections oozing into open wounds
in lost poor lonely AIDS wards
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REASONABLY CONCLUDE:
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This ghastly fucking shithole of a city
This malevolent mosaic of multi-colored lesions
This tapestry of purple Kaposi’s sarcoma and bright red zoster
And menacing all-consuming bile-like green
Of rust-colored pneumococcus
And yellowish pseudomonas
And the vile viremic daymare of death-describing AIDS
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Oh, but it was such a gorgeous mosaic
Black, white and all the other ugly shades streaming through the streets
Angry emanations of colors darting with purpose, with politics
With the grim and steely certitude of lasers making war
colored lines clashing in brilliant manifold battles
Technicolor, gleaming and shining on the TV news
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Everyone will celebrate and kill for his color
red raged big pizza boy of Bensonhurst bleeding on
the pouting frown of clay brown Bed Stuy
erupting into blisters on bruised black boys' faces
infected and arrested in puss-engorged Chinatown
Peddling the opium of suburban Jews
(wantons, woven over pork worms, hallucinating Kreplachs,
Stuffed like pink orifices with every variety of clap)
And this is before the entre
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Vomit Hearty.
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NEW YORK WAS MADE FOR PHILISTINES
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Don't come to New York to become successful
It will only make you poorer and poorer
And Sicker and Sicker
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You will try to weave a sentence
But you will not find a single speck of quiet
The trucks will scream at your sonnets
Repair men will smash all your sentences
While the disco beat crowns the reign of the dumb
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Booming the illiterate constancy of an unchanging rhythm
Of hammers, compacters,
Clashing and banging and knocking down buildings
And building buildings
At every hour of the rat-infested night
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Driving you to valium, sleeping pills and whiskey
Making you dumber,
Your slum glummer
Your proud prose a tired dribble of grunts
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Awkward and ungainly
You drown
In a staccato sea of computer bits and bytes
Of rich young boys who never heard a word of
Shakespeare
Who never read a word of anything
Except financial news and personal ads
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And they will scream at you
Are screaming to you
To buy, to sell, to invest
And when you can't
When you can't put up the money for the rent, the computer, the doctor’s bills,
They will laugh the hysterical laugh of
so many rich spoiled, closeted faggots
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Il Duce Guiliani will laugh
And Ed Koch will laugh
Bill Mahr will laugh
And Howard Stern will laugh
"He's a wimpy poet sixties holdover let him starve in the gutter"
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And you will starve in the gutter
While fashionable liberals giggle and guffaw:
"See the strange artist in tatters on the street"
And poor blacks are happy to see a white boy suffer
And all the policeman -- black and white and all of them fascist to the core --
Are happy to break your burdened head
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And if you are young and gay
An old queen will give you a virus
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And if you are Jewish, you will stop being a Jew
Because the Jews are all so wealthy and you're a smelly toad
And in the rustle of silks and satins
Of ladies’ dresses and torah scrolls
Of plastic surgeons and securities traders
Of sheisters large and small
Of people whose only true bible is the tax code and the human genome project
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You'll hear the damning whisper:
"The trick is to first get successful, and then move to
New York
And then make miserable everyone who hasn't become successful"
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THE SAGA OF NEW YORK JEWISH LIBERALISM
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And they are talking
Talking in the Biltmore, talking in the boardroom
Talking to the clip of the time bomb tick
Talking of the time when there's time to talk some more
Talking and weighing all the many risks of war
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Talking to their wives and making alibis
Talking like the print of the stodgy New York Times
Dressed up in Ivy foliage so cunning in the colleges
The choir of castratos never gets the least bit shrill
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And they talk in New York where they've talked for
sixty years
About the Holocaust, the Exodus and Eretz Yisrael
About Selma, Spain and Sobibor and later still El Salvador
They talk, they deplore, and they always want some more:
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News and food, food and news, while they plan to save the World
They order Chinese take out while they watch some children die
When this lecture is over there's a nice buffet waiting
Lets munch, share our hunch, as to where Hitler strikes next
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Eat chopped liver, chop my heart, be convincing and get tenure
Frost your hair like Susan Sontag -- you may look rather sublime
See the Seine, write some verse, rather free and getting worse
And dribble clunky tears about Leon Blum et al.
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Ten thousand in the Hagannah; two million in this City snide
Convinced that some petitions really gave birth to a State
The Hubris of the Humanists, the West Side polemicists
Learn to fight with a gun or please shut the fuck up
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THE PHYSICAL PROPERTIES OF THE SUNDAY NEW YORK TIMES
(In the pre-digital era, the Sunday Times consisted of about 9 sections and was 8 inches thick)
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My life is caught within the sprawling shingles of the Sunday New York Times,
Like little notes lost in the Western Wall of Jerusalem.
I cannot find anything anymore
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A scrap of a poem I wrote
is ensnared in the smirks of the Book Review
The number of a broker
is gobbled-up in the splashy
spreads of the Real Estate Section
A plan for peace
is trounced and denounced with style and sarcasm
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The scalloped potatoes of pages
Is plaster of Paris on your palate,
Building a big, bald head of thoughtful woe.
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The inky itchy planes of compressed lust rust are
inedible without strong coffee
Bearable with bagels and lox
Maybe even comfortable in the Hamptons
Are nothing but an insult when you're roasting in a tenement
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And the back pages of the paper
Yellowed and yawning and choking your studio apartment
Are the Publisher's manna for the cockroaches
Crawling and balling and chasing you out of New York
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THE SOUND OF YIDDISH SPEECH
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When the sixties were over
New York Jews forgot about Hebrew
And returned to Yiddish
A German tongue
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Decrepit and Indirect
The syllables mush in the street
Like rotten apples from a pushcart
Sliding down to the sewer below
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The women all sound like such shrews
And the men seem so feeble and frenzied
They chatter a business of trinkets
Stored-up like the fillings of gold
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The skull caps the life of the body
Deciphering old, withered code
The limbs become limp and distorted
A gnarled tree that smirks at the grass
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And the green never comes near the shops
Airless, Brooklyn, basement affairs
Where the dust chokes an asthmatic child
Who cringes in fear of bad grades
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And the sun never shines
Jerusalem never arrives
It's the damp and the cold of sad Warsaw
A night that stalks all our lives
Copyright, David Gottfried, 1995 to 2005